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Today was my dad's bday..
So, happy birthday dad..! =]

Didnt go for recital vetting coz went to celebrate his birthday..
Went to East Coast.. and as usual, did wad he do best.. fishing!
Well, I dont really like to fish.. so, i juz bbq stuff instead.. lol..
Frankly speaking, it felt good to finally have time with my family..

Anyways, yesterday, had saturday class by rahim..
gin had to go the the other side with the FB peeps for their upcoming concert..
anyways, kool choreography by him..!
but unfortunately, I wasn't in the mood to dance at that time..
let's just say something is bothering me, causing me to lose feel..
darn.. even the freestyling session.. wasn't feeling anything.. although i tried to fake it through.. but the feeling ain't the same..
freak.. maybe I'm just pressurised too much about stuffs..

so, after that.. followed them to study at the airport..
Had to say that this bcm assignment is drivng me nuts..! with its own statements on stuffs..
its almost like going around the bush.. but the bush keep on expanding itself till it becomes a garden.. then suddenly, the song by Mirah came out..
'O,oh.. I really want that thing.... yada yada..'.. LOL!
kk.. lame shit..
OMG.. i think I'm stressed! coz i realized wadever i did is juz full of crap.. and one evidence is that juz now..
shheeeeeessshhh...

anyways.. rmb that time whereby I'm holding a camera during the arts festival the other day?
I took photos with it!! lol.. i mean duh..
So, the pics are ready to be uploaded soon yea..
So stay tuned..
PS: the pics are taken secretly.. so get ready to see ur ugly side.. HAHAHA! actually, if u think its ugly then it is.. =]
Thnks Qing Ling for borrowing ur cam.. I know ur cam is dope.. =]

Welll, gotta go back to my BCM..
coz its calling me to be in the bushes again..
haha.. kk..
sayonz ppl...

FREEDOM.. at last..
the past few weeks has been hell.. in all aspects of my life..
It's juz crap all the way through..
Projects, assignments, quizzes, tests..
Then theres dance..
soon after, personal problems start to intervene and all that..
Well, I dont wanna talk about it anymore, rather move on than pondering about it coz it just made me lose the shine in my life day by day..
I guess I managed to act it through.. showing people that I'm okay and stuff..
Coz i dont want them to waste their time to worry bout me as I'd rather see them moving on with their daily life..
To those who actually asked about me and are concerned, I gotta say thanks to you guys aite.. really appreciate it.. and those people I hang out with these past few days, you guys really helped a lot.. although i don't tend to show that I really mean it.. coz u guys really made me forget about the probs and hard times that I was facing at that point of time.. All that laughters, jokes and silly stuffs.. really thnks a bunch.. =]

On the other hand.. there are also a lot of stuffs going around too..
But i rather be general about all of these stuffs to avoid any gossips about it..

Well there's one thing for sure that I have to talk about..
Friendship..
It can be quite a strong bond when its kept close within the group..
And in order for such close and strong bond to occur, every member of that group have to sacrifice something so as to maintain that relationship strong..
Whether its the flaws, attributes, character or even the behaviour of that indiviual..
Every single member thats within the friendship must learn how to set their differences aside and are willing to accept the member on the way he or she brings him or herself out to you..
Of course there comes a time where a one is not happy about the other in terms of bringing his/her way out to people.. whether its being friendly which at times, can be misunderstood by the other member as flirting or wadsoever..
But when that happens, the other member must learn how to listen..
esp listen to what he/she has to explain coz wad u assumed bout him/her might be wrong...
and all these small stuffs can result to an end to the friendship..
especially if that friendship has been brought along in their lives for so long which can go way way back for as long os 4 to 5 years..
So, this is the point of time where all of their ego, pride, or even dignity of either member to be set aside and come together to talk things out.. just like matured people do..
coz poly life aint secondary school life whereby you can just leave it aside and act as if it will comes back to normal again..
As people grow older, they tend to be more emotional and their thinking should be more rational rather than having juz one straight through thinking phase..
So, if none of the members wanna make the first move in getting the friendship back to normal again, this is juz to show that they are still being immature about it and thus, the friendship that they had means nothing to them..
You can say that, it means a lot to you but its juz that we're not talking.. isnt it the same as one member waiting for the other member to say something first before he'she start talking to each other? this simply equates to " since we're not talking, i think we're through"..
darn.. its juz disappointing and heartbreaking at the same time to see such stuffs happening..
the friendship that was built since god knows when..
y cant they set aside their differences like they did before when they first met each other..
Think back of those happy memories that both of u had together.. all those wacky and funny moments both of u shared in the past.. all that laughters, jokes and crazzy times..
The times whereby u guys help each other in terms of a lot of aspects that u guys shud know luh..
Well, hope that something will be done and not to leave this hanging.. juz like a dried wilted leaf hanging onto the branch, just waiting for the wind to blow it off to the ground and be decomposed within weeks..
One must also change his/her ways if theres nothing else one can do to make the frenship better.. coz other members might haf tried to ask the other person to change but resulted with no progress..
And please do apologise if one knows that he/she is in the wrong... coz theres no point holding up that ego for so long coz in the end that ego will juz deteriorate oneself from being with the others..
And cmon, trust them.. frens for so long and yet one still dont believe in ur close frens? then wads the point of having the wrd 'close' in the first place..
Well, I ant siding on anyone coz in the end it is still ur problem that y'all haf to decide on how to handle.. I'm juz here to help but y'all are the one who have to make the right decisions on this..
All the best then aye..

Anyways, my projects and quizzes are almost done for this term..
left with BCM individual assignment and Eaud labwork..
And after that, its mugging time for the end of term exam..
gosh, all of these haf made my life in poly shorter and shorter day by day..
gotta slow down.. by first, slowing down my walking pace..
Even Royston told me that I walked very fast at times like its as if I'm rushing for sumting..
Hmm.. so, must slow down walking pace and see the world that's been revolving since the past 18 years of my life and more.. gotta appreciate the surrounding and open my eyes on the stuffs thats happening around me..

Last night, joined Suria, RB, Joel, Eulene, Tivona and Jas Oon at KFC..
Made paper frogs.. jumping paper frogs to be exact.. haha
their kinda cute luh.. lol






Well then..
i'm off to get started with my BCM project yo..
till then..

DAMN IT..
Juz when i was about to post sumthing happy.. sumthing bad juz happened..
the world juz go haywire again.. !!
FUCKED UP LUH!
STUPID ASS..
I JUZ DONT KNOW WHEN WILL THIS THING EVER STOP..
NOW I SERIOUSLY HATE THIS PART RIGHT HERE!!

ARGGHH..

thnks for making my day worst again.. SERIOUSLY.. WAY TO GO!

I'M GONE!
door behind me closed shut again.. another silent night..
FUCK YOU!

Next time, think about my siblings and my cousins before both of u wanna explode..!
U know how much I hated it rite... and I'm not gonna give in anymore..!
FUCK!

Hey ho!
So, the juniors performed for the Arts Festival that friday..
To those who missed it.. TOO BAD..
coz they've put up a great performance yo! =]
Good job aye!..
Anyways, I've taken the pics of them while they perform.. but still with my fren as the camera i used is not mine... hehe..
Will upload it sumwhere for u guys once i got the pics aite..
and trust me, there are some unglam pics of y'all.. HAHA! too bad such moments haf been caught on camera..! =]

Anyways, Saturday's class was the same as last week's..
Our group was chosen by Gin for the thingy..
(tbc)..

So, here are the pictures taken from the museum.. take a look aye..

the biggest screen i ever seen.. its like the wall of the museum, i think its as big as the stage drop!

Picture on the right is the one showing the swinging chandeliers that I was talking about on the previous post.. I swear it is darn kool!

This is the green companion I was referring to.. haha..

A coffin in the museum!

Believe it or not, but they hang all these bicycles on the wall.. it's almost covering the whole humongous wall..

The whole wall covered with vintage brandings..

Vintage television!!

More of the vintage stuffs!!

The moving pictures that I was referring to from the previous post.. darn kool man..

Yozzie peepzies!
After these few days.. I'm gonna be free from daily dance practices!! mainly coz its the days whereby we have to perform already..
Had 2 prformances in 2 days.. meaning one for each day.. haha.. duh..
The first one was on the second day of TPrawks, whereby its like so freakin early in the morning.. and the other one is during the JAM&hop.. purposely make the word 'jam' bigger coz its mainly only jamming of the bands and only 15 mins of hopping.. but its okay luh i guess, rather than not having any dancing at all..
So, yea.. I think our performance are great... except for the lightings during the first part of the performance juz made me dizzy while dancing the LA part.. lol.. they really like to strobe the lights dont they..
To those who came, thnks for ur support aite!
Anyways, FREEDOM ATLAST!! and that means I can finally concentrate on my individual assignments and projects.. and not to mention my studies...

Went to the National Museum yesterday with my Design in Culture class.. First impression of the museum was that I think its gonna be like those typical museum scenes, so boring and blend.. but then, once i was there it was so kool!! Like seriously!! And obviously I'm not saying the kool word in the perspective of nerds (thnks uh Harris!!) but seriously kool in terms of its suitability for our generation.. in other words, the museum is HIP!! hip to the waist to the chest man! lol.. ok LAME.. haha
I'm sure most of y'all haf juz passed by the museum and think that wads so fun in this old hag of a building.. but although it looks old in the outside, the insides were so modernized.. decked up from the top of the ceiling to the floor.. like serious dopeshiat!..
I like the swinging chandeliers!
oh yea, and u know wad.. the pictures and visuals in the museum are all moving!! like seriously..
i mean its like a still image of someone or a face or a thing, but when u look closely, its moving like normal humans do when they tried to stay still! like another koolshiat man! Collin was like scared of all the pictures found in the museum.. LOL!
and also their ceiling which is like ade out of glass.. its as if like the ones in Harry Potter movie whereby we can see the sky.. actually, most of the museum walls and celing are of glass, meaning we can see thru the external areas and also energy saving as they make use of daylight to enlighten the museum..
So it was so freaking kool luh, especialy when it was raining during that time, as we can see the kool effects of rain water droplets onto the glass.. i was so amazed with it that i forgot it is seriously raining and i dont have any umbrella to go back to skool later.. LOL..
Anyways, other galleries are dope too..
The one on the Singapore History Gallery whereby there are no tour guides guiding us through except for this device called the companion which will lead us through wherever we wanna go in the gallery juz by pushing buttons on it.. So basically, u'll be exploring the gallery in your own world while listening to the device explaining to u on the history of Singapore at various stops with their exhibitions and videos and stuffs.. Btw, the companion is like in lime green.. so i called it my green companion.. HAHA! omg.. lameshiat..
Well, obviously, I took like a lot of pics.. I'll upload them when i have the time aite..
I had to say that at that point of time, I managed to talk to most of the ppl in my DinC class.. haha.. coz usually, my class is like dead.. its almost that u can holler up the zombies to make the class more happening and me joining in the fun with them by acting as one.. lol..
Actually, they are quite fun peeps, its juz that they wanna keep their kool only.. well, seriously life is too short to keep our kool.. only at some times we can do that, but at times like this is when we haf to be shameless and be crazy.. rofl..
So, nice knowing u guys man.. =]

Finally got ideas for the DinC individual poject!.. like finally rite, when the submission is like next week.. lol..
But I'm still not sure which place i shud do on for my Attraction Mgt.. sheeesh.. Tot of doing on the mint toy museum, but then was told that its gonna be difficult as the explanations and observations made might get out of point.. basically same for all the other museums luh.. So, i need to rethink my location.. Yet again, submission is next week too..
omg.. Quizzes and class tests next week too!!.. seriously, MY GOD!!
Guess, i gotta start my assignments soon..

Hmm.. woke up damn early today coz I tot theres gonna be Attractions Management lecture..
But was told it was cancelled.. so, PHEW! its a good thing I havent get out of my house yet..
So, my next lesson gonna be at 11am!! wooho.. so rite now, i think i better read on some stuffs on my eaud before i become totally clueless on wad my tutor say later..
So, updates again yo!!
=]

* Be sure to come down and support our juniors performing at the area outside library for Arts Festival on 21st Nov which is this coming Friday aite! I think its around 12-1pm.. So be sure to be there and get the best view!. (=.O)

YO people..
its time to update my blog.. =]
and I'm sure i have lots to talk bout these past few days..
haha..
U know its irritating coz i always found myself fallen asleep while I'm at my blank 'new post' page each night when i tried to blog..
then, it always ended up being procrastinated to the next day or i will juz forget bout it..
guess, these few days are pretty tiring aye.. but oh wells..

CCN day on Friday..
I had to say its was FUN! lol..
Helped out TPSU to sell balloons and badges..
Jump around to every skools and stalls shouting.. HAHA
oh yea, and also made new friends at the same time... =]
Helped out TPDE booth too..!
selling the cupcorns and italian soda.. and also muahchee but was sold out by the time i helped out..
made new marketing/advertising/promoting strategies in selling these food products and TPSU merchandises!!.. its all freaking hilarious luh.. and I'm sure the buyer will be feeling damn annoyed!! haha.. too bad.. its for charity yo!
And i had to say that i spent alot man.. esp on FOOD! like wth!! I really really hate to spent/splurge on foodstuff like seriously.. if its wearable stuff nvm at least i get to keep it.. but food?? hmm, lets juz say i'll eat only when i'm hungry and i will never buy them for snacking.. coz anyways these stuffs will juz come out from ur ass as shit.. like a temporary indulgence..
And to add, i didnt really eat most of the foodstuff that i bought.. its either im not hungry or no mood to eat, so i juz give them out to people..
woops, hope Joey didnt see this part of the blog..
Anyways, managed to be optimistic about it coz in the end the money i spend is to help the needies..
So, Badd.. u've done a great job! =]

The day after, felt kinda feverish when i woke up..
kinda felt sick and all.. but no choice i still gotta go for my dance class..
figured i still have to face my fear of freestyling.. so heck wadever happens im still gonna go for it.. well, at least thats to wad i think..
but when i came.. its not how i expected it to be in the end..
gin wanted to see our tprawks performance that we had praticed for days..
she had a meaningful talk during her class..
I mean i totally feel her.. i agree wif wad she said man..
well, not that i can rmb wad she said word for word.. but its all meaningful..

the techniques and execution in dancing are important, but also to feel and enjoy the dance..
and sometimes, it dont matter how good we look like when we dance, its how ur emotions are brought through the actions that u expressed as to wad u feel within the music..

I believed that when we gained sumthing, we lose sumthing..

Its never that u will gain sumthing fully.. theres always sumthing that will juz lose out.. juz some part as soon u know that u had gained..

But as long as u know the thing that u gained is gonna help u in the long term, u know u are doing it the way u planned no matter how unexpected it may be..

but it does not mean that one haf to stop when they had gained.. in fact, they still have to continue striving for it like how they did it before to achieve wad is best for oneself..

decisions...

the deal is juz to decide on the right one..

u may fail for the first time, but be sure to try again as everyone deserve their chances.. till their last breath..

and training was fun and enjoyable..
we were broken into groups and within this group we haf to come up wif a theme or sumthing..
and then, portray the theme with a song chosen from someone's mp3 and use movements to portray characters in the theme..
So, I'm grouped with Rahim, Royston, Joel, Shauna, Mev and Jas Oon.. with jungle as our theme.. LOL!
Obviously, from these ppl u can see something hilarious is going to be produced... and funny it was when we portrayed it.. HAHA!

Went to watch Floor The Love.. FTL for short..
Felt motivated after watching it.. okay wait, i think the word itself has been overused in people's blog..
Let's just say I felt the rejuvenation of myself on dancing and also the encouragement towards myself on being adventurous in trying out different genre like breaking..
Well, the amazement was nothing new to me when i watch the bboys doing their stuff.. coz i believe i can do it if they can do it too..
Just take practice and determination and optimism..=]
The hiphop and locking battles were dope!.. especially the finals and semis..
For hiphop, its between Ben & AnAn with their partners.. and totally fiery it was..
I have been liking AnAn's solo from the start and obviously she's been more fierce for her battle..
and don't judge me wrong coz i liked Ben's style too but its juz that i like her groove & musicality more..
So, congrats to her and her partner for being the champions yo..!! =]
For locking, its between Sunset Alleycats and this Taiwanese duo..
Both are equally awesome to me..
But its juz darn annoying to have these bunch of camera-clicking and video-recording cum screaming asses to have like screamed whenever these taiwanese-s come out and battle with other duos.. the worst is that i think these girls dont even know anything about dancing.. coz basically they juz scream and shout on these duos..
i think they went on for a screaming course before they come to Singapore to support these duos coz seriously, i think i can hear like different verses of their screams.. LOL!
its not till i found out that one of them appeared to be from a band in taiwan which appeared to be famous but sadly was not known to most of us..
gosh, but that does not mean their locking was not good.. IT WAS DOPESHIT!
esp the other guy who isnt from the band.. his musicality is juz so effing good!.. haha
fine, both are awesome to me.. and congratz for winning too..=]
And yea, to Joey, JunWei, JJ, Martin and Keiths.. Y'all did well too yea.. ;-]
Also to the FN peeps.. Jeremy,Fadz, Daniel & Azmi too aite..

Well, found that I'm not that excited as i used to be whenever before I wanna do sumthing..
I mean, I still laugh my ass out like usual..
but the drive for me to do sumthing has sumhow diminished bit by bit..
Maybe due to my sicky feeling now.. but seriously, i'm like moodless to do stuffs..
just like the fuel to a car...
I only felt as if I'm 60% filled with petrol.. and were forced to speed up at a distance so long that it sucked up every bit of it till its dry..
and each time.. waiting for sumthing to occur..
juz like waiting for the rain to comeby during a long heatwave.. so dismissing and disappointing..
and yet, only the patience of a wrecked car, that is waiting for the opportunity to be renewed, will be helpful to this situation..
At the same time, its chances are 50/50 as it might get itself towed and smashed, juz like its hope of getting renewed..
I'm guessing u might be asking wad the fuck i'm talking about.. but its ok..
its good if one dont understand rather than to misinterpret this and go around telling ppl stuffs that wasnt meant to be coz of ur foolish thinking..

Anyways, theres a Adidas Sale at the back of The NTUC Income building..
Theres a wide variety of shoes and apparel at a cheap rate..
50% discount for more than 3 items purchased..
Well, at first, I wasnt as shocked as I was...
Guessing its just another sale.. like shheeessh..
I dunno, as wad was said previously, juz aint excited about anything..
And was feeling as sick as the day before but worser..
So, basically the only thing i would be thinking of that point of time is to juz go home..
Sam noticed my redened eyes and asked whether I am tired..
So, I'm guessing maybe I am..
Anyways, I decided to check on the store.. and wow i exclaimed..
Its like the shoes are all over like its being rummaged by robberies seeking the soles of each shoes.. like the souls to each person..
Well, seen quite a bunch of neat shoes.. found myself lucky coz I'm in the store for the last 10 minutes of it before it like officially close down and never again hearing about the sale..
So, decided to get myself sum pairs too.
In the end, i got myself 2 pairs of shoes, a pair for my father and a hoodie..

Well.. updates again aite..
Right now, I gotta think of ideas for my assignements..
Ciao..

Found myself tearin while listening to rock music again...

It seemed as though they are screaming and shouting to me...
Darn..

I think im freakin weird..

Back off if u cant accept me for who i am..

Yesterday, BCM tutorial was cancelled..
so that means I'm free from the 8am class of the day.. wowa! lol..
or else, I'm juz gonna be half an hour late for this class every single time.. sheesh!
Well, wad do u expect from me who hafto travel from north to east every day.. and talk about coming to skool at 8am??
So, decided to juz attend the lighting and acoustic lect which I tot it was supposed to be at 11am..
But as soon as I reached skool, I checked my timetable again and realized that I juz missed the freakin lecture..
Since I'm at skool alr.. decided to slack at lib till my DiC tutorial starts and obviously skip my eaud lect coz its juz too boring and wasnt really that interested to learn about that module anyways.. Gosh, well, u dont expect me to audit energy, juz aint my thing to do.. but I will still study on it though coz i gotta achieve that grade.. juz hope that one day I will open up for that module and it had to be real soon or else I'm juz gonna be screwed.. =[

So, at the lib.. decided to do my Design in Culture assignments.. and also to catch up on other stuffs that I was supposed to do..
I suddenly came to this thought whereby am I really in the course of study that I want..
Well, actually not that I juz had this thought but it comes to bother me ever since I came to poly when I was in year 1.1...
I juz dunno.. the engineering stuffs juz bothers me luh.. I mean I dont really understand them but yet I still managed to push it through.. so ironic..
Although my course is a very general one which has a mix of all those design, business and enginerring related stuffs.. but I'm so not into the maintenance of stuffs man.. I mean, I will juz die if u ask me to maintain such stuff.. like for example, if u give me those wires, I will juz lay them side by side and glue them together to act as a rainbow or sumthing.. LOL!
But seriously yea.. I had come to the extend of whereby it doesnt really matter for me to start a new course from year 1.1 all over again.. but as long as i know wad i wanted..
and please.. hope my SIP next year has nuthing to do wif all of this, that includes a no no for me on energy auditing tooo..

Anyways, found myself watching bboy videos on youtube.. LOL.. which is kinda weird for me coz i dont really watch such stuff on youtube other than dance related videos and antm..
Found out they were kinda kool to being able to do such stunts.. and they made it all looked so easy..
Its as if they're tellling me that I can do it too after watching them and that to juz jump on my hands and do all that stuff that they juz did.. haha..
nvm, time will juz tell aite Badd..

During my DiC tutorial, the lecturer made us discuss about our project on A Minute in Singapore..
I seriously have no idea wad I'm gonna do for it.. i tot of doing sumthing on dance, like wad performance we can put up for a minute and that it can be the dopest performace u've ever seen..
And that being so, can also talk about the trainings and preparations which include all the hardwork of the dancers to prepare such performance so as to achieve wad it is said as a dope one..
But then I realized, wad does it have to do in promoting Singapore?? I mean, if I am a foreigner I would juz think that its quite the same as other dancers from other countries rite? And wad's so unique about it? Well, u guys can correct me if I'm wrong luh..
Then I tot of having that last one minute of my life after a tragedy/mishap that occured.. like all the flashbacks, memories, thoughts that I have before I went on to the afterlife.. The frenz I made, how much I've grown as a person.. the changes I've made through the 18 years of my life.. and all of that happened truly in this island which I dont dare to step out of coz I'm juz afraid of taking the plane.. haha.. well, touchwood ok..
Anyways, if any of y'all out there who have any ideas on this, feel free to brainstorm with me yea?? ;-]

Btw, the juniors had their marking of positions outside the lib area for their artsfest performance..
Well, it was suppposed to start at 6pm if i'm not wrong.. but as usual, it was being dragged till i dunno wad time..
And to my HH4 babies, y'all know rite wad y'all haf to work on.. it has been said before so keep on working hard aite...
I know its hard for y'all to juggle this with ur assignents/projects, but unfortunately, this is wad y'all haf to go through and will still be experiencing in the near future..
welcome to our world people.. =]
but i think with good time management and self-descipline, all will work as wad u've planned out for.. Y'all can do it aite! this relates to everyone out there who is struggling too yea.. i know i am.. haha

Hmm, gotta say that I wasnt feeling well... Well, it started off with my throat being soar like most of the time.. then followed by a stomachache..
then, the next thing i knew, I was coughing and my nose started running.. lol..
not literally luh, as in, I had a running nose..
then, my stomache gets worst.. It feels as though something is like squeezing it and not letting go..
at first, I didnt really believe them when they say that I have gastric.. but then, the pain seemed to be unbearable..
Probably coz i starved myself for almost to 3 days..
Well, actually not starve luh, its juz that I had no meal from 9am till 12.30am coz deiced to save money and not to eat in school..
I tot i could juz survive on plain water like wad i did usually when i tried to save money.. But this time, i dunno why it goes wrong..
During the practice, I acted as if it was nothing coz i tot it was juz a small matter and that i dun wanna disrupt the training.. but it gets worst..
Then, Joey forced me to go to Cheers to get sumthing to eat..
initially, i tot she was juz saying and that i tot i can get away with it... but then, she told me like she really mean it till she went with me as well..
At that point of time, I wasnt really in the mood to eat, but then was forced to do so..
I was like thinking.. WOW, joey is kinda fierce aye.. lol..
But through all that, she's nice and caring too luh..
Theres the sweetness under that forcefulness.. haha..
After that, I was forcing myself to eat, like one bite after another..
And it did felt better luh.. so,
thanks Joey!! u've been a great mommy to me!! lol.. and also for the drink aite.. ;-]
I mean seriously, she sounded like some other moms that u know who is taking after a son who feels like his intestines are tied up...
Don't worry, I promise that I WILL EAT ok.. =]
Really appreciate it aite!
And hope u'll get better soon yea for ur hand.. the nurses of CGH can juz go to hell..

Soon after, we went home..
(tbc aite..)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCELYN!!!

wait.. before i continue.. I'm gonna wish her again..


HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCELYN!!
LEGALLY 18 LIKE FINALLY!! HAHA!! =]

photos are with MEI CHIN and SERENE..
actually, i tried to take photos, but then figured that the pictures are too dark..
well, wad can u expect out of a camera phone rite.. LOL!

I'm currently addicted to Adele's songs..
its just so sweet and nice to hear..
soothing too, especially when u'r listening to them while walking down the lonely and dark route back home...
shud try listening to Crazy For You and Chasing Pavements..
It juz made me forget all the hustle and bustle of my life for a minute..
And made me treasure wadever i have and a good self-realisation moment for one self at that point of time..

I looked up and ponder at the sky..
Wondering where the moon is..
Then, figured it has been covered by the dark clouds, sensing that it gonna rain soon..
For a moment, I couldnt feel the moon shining as bright as it could like wad it did every night..
Well, I shall just let people relate this to anything that comes to their mind...
I decided not to explain on wad relations does it have to myself..
Guess people are matured enough to understand themselves..

Feelin damn tired now..
Goin off..

Swweeeeettt.. =]

Well, kinda feeling moody..
I dunno..
One moment I was fine.. the next thing I know I wasn't coz of some thoughts that was circling in my mind..
Darn.. why must it bother me soo much..
Felt like letting it out..but I dont know to who or to wad..
I will always think twice whether its safe enuff to be told..
But sometimes me myself dont even know..
I'm just afraid it will bring me back to the past.. darn..
I think I shouldnt talk about it anymore..
It's juz a small matter.. i guess..

Neways, my hiphop 4 babies has been like sweet angels..
Right at the moment whereby me, joycelyn and iris think that we ain't expecting anything from them..
there pops a cd for each of us..
And in the cd, consists of a video..
Well, wouldnt elaborate on them.. as long as we know can already..
Coz like I told some of them before and wad i believed..
special stuffs are meant to be kept and treasured between ourselves.. =]
Dont worry luh, we arent picky people..
and it doesnt really matter luh if its late or anything..
as long as the message is brought across to us can already..
And I'm gonna thank every single one of u..
Suria, Harris, RB, Aty, CT, Carmen, Liting and Tivona..
Really appreciate it aite.. ;-]

Tried playing hotel626..
it was not bad luh..
got me startled for the first game..
LOL..
I kept on telling them who were there that the first ghost/maniac looked like Luna from the latest Harry Potter movie.. HAHA..
End up playing that game for like 3 times that night..
and found out that its quite short.. they should actually make it like a continuous kinda game..
haha..
RB played the game and he was like the noisiest in the lib..
so kancheong..!! HAHA! (is that how u spell it?)
Harris was like 1 metre away whenever they wanna show the ghost out.. LOL!
And Jonas, he's juz damn noisy till the eerie feel is gone..
damn irritiating luh.. i think if he was to play it in the lib, he will be kicked out man.. haha..

Anyways, this hotel626 game can be found in this webbie...
But it can only be played from 6pm till 6am..
So, try it okay..
Juz for a bonus scare to all of y'all who havent try it, its not for the weak-hearted..

It's freakin 2am now and I still can't sleep..

meetin my group mates later at 11am for some group stuff and yet I'm still here staring at the screen..

So, decided that I should update my blog.. =]

FRIDAY

nothing much actually..

slacked at lib with RB, Harris and Aty..

Half way thru came Jonas and Joel..

Just letting the time fly till training time starts..

I can't believe I spent like 4 hours in the lib slacking!! haha..

After that, dealed with formations for training..

And I cud frankly say that my mind is its limit at that time..

probably coz of not enuff of sleep for the past few days.. and also thinking bout a lot of stuffs recently..

I think i'd would rather not say it here luh.. dont think its really neccessary..

Halfway thru.. we randomly took pics..

presenting to u.. the monkey clan!!

haha.. I didnt know my eyes were that BBIIGG.. O.O

SATURDAY

Didnt went for Gin's class.. which appeared to be AnAn's..

Tot that there was a talk at RP.. but was told not to go for it as the email that i received from TPSU said so..

Darn.. I was all ready to go.. even skipped the dance class juz for this.. but oh wells..

Met up wif JJ and his girls lockers to gether wif Tivona, Eulene and Suriaat Marina Square..

Ate Andersen's..

the one I ordered.. I forgot wad it is called.. =]

Eulene's like in her own world at the back with her ice-cream..lol

Estee with her expression.. haha..

my bimbotic classmate! =]

After that, went over to SP for their concert..

I haf to highlight this part..

while i was on the way meeting them at Marina Square, my right contact lens gone missing..

probably coz i rub my eyes..

So, its either at the back of my eye.. or dropped on the ground..

I was like damn worried luh at that point of time.. coz its not even one month since I last bought it..

So.. went everywhere with one eye blurred.. LOL...

Then, decided to went home for awhile to change and wear my specs since i lost the other side of my lens..

But when I almost reached my house, the lens falls back to my pupil..

Like WTH!!

So, on the way back.. saw this car with a hentai-themed design on it..

And I'm like WOOOO.. so i took a pic of it.. =]

DOPE RIGHT!! haha.. i know..

So.. went for the SP concert..

Shall not say how late I was for the concert.. haha..

Neways, Their concert was kool..

Better than last year's though..

But i think their modern is better than their hiphop..

and I like their funkstyles.. =]

After that, head to Raffles City..

Had our dinsupp and head back home..

Updates again yo..