speechless..

I hereby declare that my exams are..
OOOVVVEEERRRRR!!!!!

but somehow, the feeling ain't gettin to me yet, i mean, yea my exams are over.. but theres still something that's on.. maybe i need one more day for the fact to take effect on me.. coz seriously, the studying of papers has reached its climax last night as the worst experienced preparation of paper.. gosh.. but overall, i think the papers were all manageable.. not gonna say much about it..

and finally.. the break where I can repay all my sleeping debts which I had loaned out from the week of studying for exams.. and also to enjoy..

Anyways, a shout out to Kai Juan and Jin Keat...
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!!!

Had the first training for DnD performance.. and thats the first time I moved intensively after these few weeks of my relationship with lecture notes.. After that, went out with the Nexo peeps over at the East Coast for dinner.. darn, I really really wanna go night cycling with them, but then, considering the fact that I have a lot of activities going on the next day, I doubt my energy can last that long, also taking into account on the sleepless nights I had for the past few days..

anyhoos, dance schedule is up to prepare for concert.. I'm just happy to the fact I can finally be able to dance again after this long duration of not doing so.. but another letting down factor is the issue of the clash between FOC/W and the concert itself..
damn it luh.. i just dont like making such decisions.. decisions which really affect myself in the future instead of those minor decisions in life.. i mean, both really means alot to me and also for being in the 2nd year of this poly.. which means wadever it is, must make the proper one..
its up to my management of time and people yet again. i think, I'm just gonna force myself out for both of these events/activities.. Just keep on telling myself about the positive side although I know there are lots of negativity under that pros.. especially those inflicting to my physical ability and generally to myself..

oh, and one more thing.. just heard some stuffs.. I aint gonna disclose it in my blog.. its just between me and you-know-who-you-are.. aiya, dont wanna go into it further.. just think and decide ok.. think about the stuff in the convo.. and I hope you copy and paste it to the rest or sumthing..

just one thing for sure, wad a 'nice' way to end my exams with.. i mean, with all these information about the clash, having to decide and also about the stuff.. seriously, y not make it worst.. everything just testing my limits and boundaries.. just so u readers know how much I cared about these issues
didnt expect it to happen and yeah.. i'm just speechless..

Study week..

ok.. So.. here is the study week peeps..
and I telll you, I seriously hate this period...
I so so so so so hate it...
Coz, this is the time where all the emoshit feelings will start to haunt me..
I dunno, its like one will feel like a loner coz basically you have to connect with ur books and ur notes and treat them like your new found lover..
And then, when one starts feeling like a loner, obviously he/she will feel sad..
Coz facing the book doesnt really have the word happyness or freedom printed on it..
well.. better stop talking bout it..
i know after this week, the outcome is gonna be great..
atleast, thats what and how I wanna make out of it...
Just have to remind myself that my aim for all of this is to break the cycle..

Anyways.. during this point of time..
Made a few observations on ppl..
I'm just left with confusion..
But whatever it is, I just let time seek its way thru, so that I wont jump into conclusion on stuffs..
Well, actually, I have sumthing to say..
And really had to get it off my chest..
But I'll leave it till the right time comes..

oo.. and after exams, gotta be facing another commitment..
and this time, it sounds soo.. responsibly heavy and tough..
but oh wells, have to get used to this man.. although i know that such things left at the eleventh hour is just draining..
nonetheless, we are going to do it!!
and have I mentioned that the FO clashed with the real day..?
gosh.. guess every bits and pieces of my life is just filled with surprises and unexpectations..
These matters would not fail to make my route through this life as rough sailing as they could possible think of..
but then, a life that is too smooth sailing would be kinda boring dont you think?
like where's the risk and fun out of it rite?
Well, thats just part of it only.. havent seen the big picture yet..

Anyways, too everyone out there who is mugging thru their days away..
ALL THE BEST FOR EXAMS YEA..
just be sad now, as long as u'll know there is sumthing better awaits you in the later part..
=]

So...

Vday was another day for me.. but still..

managed to go out with some peeps.. =]

Went out with Kevin, Liting, Fion and Estee to catch..

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button!!..

like finally i've got to watch this movie..

and what should I say, the movie is awesomely dope..

Despite the fact that I didnt know Bradd Pitt was acting in it till sumone told me when I'm in the cinema itself, the storyline was touching and as the title says it, curiously enchanting..

it's like, would you rather die as you get older or die as you get younger?

although both ways die a painless death, it affects the people around in different ways..

to me, dieing as you get younger is more heartbreaking and upseting towards the people around who cared..

well, whatever it is, its a good thing none of them who was with me noticed the tear in my eyes..

good job to me for covering it up.. well, i juz cant hold it back at the last part of the movie..

Anyways, moving on..

Thanks for the batch of cookies that Suria and Liting made individually..

the buttered ones was from Suria and the coconut ones with bits of dried cranberries (which Kevin tot it was dried chilli.. lol!) was from Liting..

and both of them are dope yo! haha..

and of course the large cookie from Kevin.. haha

and the chocolate thingy from Serene.. =]

So, we went around Marina Square and thats when Jesccy joined us

and after our lunch.. or was it our dinner.. we went over to SMU..

where we caught up with Suria, Serene and Jasmine Koh who was sessioning..

and guess wad we're doing over there?

yes, nerds you were all rite!

We were....

studying!! hahahaha...

then, went over to Esplanade with Suria and Serene to pass Suria's cookies to Harris and RB who was sessioning there..

ok, I wont talk much bout it..

So thats how I spend my terific Vday.. lol

anyways, went out with family on the whole of Sunday..

and so sorry to fongyung as I cant make it to your birthday celebration..

neways..

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YO!!

i knew i wished u on time, its just that its pretty late when i posted it..

So, this whole week...

Its study week...

and I'm obviously going to..

study.. -.-

nuthing else..

but..

study...

gawd.. sounds so boring! darn..

nvm.. only 2 weeks and I'm done with it..

yeap.. must force in the optimism within me..lol

and wadya know.. I havent tried the Left 4 Dead game yet..

HAHAH! its like i barely can find time luh...

thats wad happen when u introduce a game to a non-gamer..lol..

i think, I'm going to try it probly by the end of this week? yeap..

and by that time, the game in my laptop will be completed by harris for like the 100th time? just as I'm gonna start playing wit it for the first time.. haha..

kk.. adios amigos..

L4D..

so first of all..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REGGAE SAM!!

haha.. i know when i post this it was belated.. but I know I got wish u on the day itself.. =]
live everyday of ur life to the fullest as this is the last teen of your life.. so fast rite?

Anyways... I'm like finally done with all my projects, assignments and reports!!
woohooo..!!!
i know I'm a lil late luh.. but must give me a chance to 'celebrate'
before I....
have to mug again for exams this coming week.. -.-

oh yea, I've just gotten Left 4 Dead from Harris..
and managed to download it to my lappie successfully..
AWESOME.. haha.. but i wonder when i can actually start playing it..
but then, I'm not really a gamer coz I got bored of a game very easily..
So, i think I'm gonna give this a try, let say, sumtime later? yeap
anyways, thanks yo.. =]

hmm.. Gin's class tmr..
COOLIO!!

OMG.. and a double COOLIO for a good news/email that I've received!
Nudge me if u wanna know aite, coz I'm not gonna post it here.. =]
But at the same time I'm kinda worried for it though..

okay, i better start on a lil part on my BCM notes before I'm really a goner on that module..
Nite peeps and study smart.. =]

first of all... lemme say this to my lil bro...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAHIR! =]
YOU'RE EIGHT!! HAHA..

wish you'll be happy okay? haha.. well, i know you'll always be in one way or another..
hmm.. a lil shoutout for him..
Well, of all the irritating brothers i've met.. i've met you
And of all the sweetest brothers i've met.. i've met you
Well, this eight year old kid have made me almost teary-eyed on some days..
especially the recent one, whereby he is so happy and excited..
just to know that I can be with him for his birthday..
and I've gotta say, I've been neglecting him for soo soo long..
Even my lil sister.. who have been growing since the last time I used to tot that she was juz a P1 girl who doesnt know anything..
And it just amazes me... such a happy kid my bro is.. that he accepted my gift without its wrappers..
Coz personally for me, I felt extremely bad for giving anyone present without wrapping it..
I dunno, it is just lacking on the surprise element i guess? =]
Hope you enjoy your day aite bro?

And after that, off I went to join the TPDE peeps for the CNY visittings..

It was fun and exciting overall.. I mean, hanging out with them is just so happening..

haha..

And not to mention, it was my first time having CNY visittings..

And u know wad.. I brought oranges, Sunkists oranges.. LOL!

Well, I didnt know that they're referring to the mandarin ones..

Oh yea, and not to forget..

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY IKA!

and ur fourteen girl! Hope u will go to Oschool for dance lessons soon..

Coz sumhow ur soon is like far-reaching.. HAHA!

hope u like that thing i gave you.. =]

Cheers to the second hippest cuzzin! coz the first one is me! LOL..

gosh, and i forgot to take pic with u.. nvm next time aye..

ooo.. and congrats to The Extra Mile and Ice Cream Cones for landing themselves in the TOP 8 for the Fuyo Interschool..!

GEE-DOUBLE-O-DEE-JAY-OH-BEE, GOOD JOB!

and also to the CCC for being the champs.. =]

Its tooo bad that I missed the whole competition..

darnn..

but its a good thing theres youtube.. =]

anyways, dinner with the Nexo peeps were kewl!..

Its pretty free'n'easy and chillin to be exact.. haha..

Looking forward to the chalet yo! =]

And dance on saturday was awesome too..

Had street jazz by Gin..

Kinda kool haha!

okay.. so currently, had to prepare for the meeting and minutes roleplay tmr..

which is in fact later on..

And also to finally blog about all this happenings coz Ive been falling asleep in an attempt to blog..

sheeeeshh...

And did I mention how free I was after that whole week??

I'm talking about FREEDOM yo!!

haha.. but not too long coz exams ard the corner..

And to everyone out there..

Happy mugging and all the best for exams yo..!! =]

ooo.. and before i sign out...

there's somthing I would like to show you guys... lol!!

For those of y'all who dont understand, this is Joey's reaction when her table was shook by sumone opposite of hers..! HAHA..
Harris told me that she was having this reaction since the unknown person was sitting and shaking the table from the oposite side..
He assumes that Joey didnt know that the guy had left...
So, he plans to be the person who shook the table when he said he was off to the toilet..
At the same time, I'm supposed to be reording her reaction.. LOL!
Anyways, the main thing is that.. look at her reaction!! haha! joey so fierce sey..
LMAO!!
=] no hard feelings ey.. just for laughs only.. =]

Gud nite folks! (-.O)

omg, u know wad..
today was kinda elated coz..
parts and pieces of my reports are completed!
WOOHOO.. juz gonna wat for the day whereby we can just compile and off they go to the respective pigeon howles..
wait wAIT WAIT!!
shit, I shouldn't have annouce it man.. gawd...
but too bad, I've always made a practice of not to backspace wadever I've typed in this blogger thingy..
heck heck heck...

ok so... the following is juz a reminder to myself..
3rd feb 09> Tuesday(which is tmr) - OrgCom Test
4th feb 09> Wednesday - EAud Test; BCM Report due
5th feb 09> Thursday - BCM test; Lighting&Acoustic test; EAud Report due
6th feb 09> Friday - Lighting&Acoustic Lab Report due
10th feb 09> Tuesday - OrgCom Meeting&Minutes Roleplay

and after that its study weeeeekk whereby I'll be mugging for the 5 freakinly awesome papers that I have to sit for the week after..
howw kool is that aye??
darn!

anyhoos, I was looking back at the photos that i gathered for a collage for my DiC Project that I had submitted, and I had to say that I kinda fell in love with it.. haha!
I almost dont wanna submit it after doing it coz I think I loved it so much that I cant bare to give it away for marking... LOL..
oh man, I hope my teacher returned it back after grading it coz I kinda felt wadever I did, especially for this one.. darn, I knew I should have taken its picture before submitting it.. now I kinda missed it already.. haha, okay, now its beginning to sound real weird..

hmm.. I was checkin up my facebook when I chance upon this question quiz kinda stuff..
Its called 'What My Birthday Means'..
since mine is on the April 11th, it says..

"You are gracious, elegant and prudent. People admire your qualities and some even become jealous of you. You are realistic, flexible and adaptable. You are remarkably kind and moral person. Your Love, You are willing to sacrifice yourself for the one you love. Your lover will always have your gentleness, care and loyalty. You will always be happy to hand around the one you love."

hmm kinda true aye? haha.. well, its up to u guys to judge me luh.. Wont really give a damn to wad ppl think of myself usually.. =]

anyways, meeting up with my classmates tmr in the morn for a swim in TP's one and only swimming pool!
HAHA..! and omg, I cant believe I'm gonna touch the swimming pool water for the second time already!
the first time was during FO though.. but I think tht doesnt count coz we did it illegally at that time..
So.. untechnically, this will be my first time touching the water! woohoo!
LOL..
kk.. gotta off soon now..
adios amigos..

City Alive!!

OKAY...
finally my Design in Culture project is D-O-N-E!
two down 3 more to go..
and guess wad,
during the process, I got tricked yet again...
About project dateline..
And this time, I dont even expected her to do that to me..
Just disappointed luh.. Didnt know u can be such a _____...
Well, for a second I thought ur a good friend..
But who knows theres a wolf in that sheep's clothing..

Moving on..
although it's belated but..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIVONA!! =]
may you fulfill wadever you want this year aite..

oh.. and City Alive was awesome..
It is literally a street dance kinda thing..
And Futuristix.. y'all did a great job man..
I hafto agree that the results sucks.. but, its their event anyways..
oh.. and congrats to Pink Dollars for being the champion!
Kinda liked their showmanship and their uniqueness! haha..=]
hmm.. and I hafto say this..
I LIKE THE JAPANESE DJ!!
I think she's darn kool luh.. She makes me feel like being a DJ too.. HAHA
Not to mention she's kinda cute too.. =]

OK.. I think I dont really like the clubbing scene..
Coz I find those people who are drunk pretty annoying..
I feel like bashing them up or sumthing.. but its a good thing I was feeling a lil weak and sleepy due to the sleepless night and lack of sleep the past few days coz of project..
Other than that, the music was awesome and there are quite a number of dope dancers and bboys around..
So, I kinda left early.. like ard 1.30am?
ohyea, and I'm surprised to see my distant cousin hangin out with Fadz.. haha..
but not till I realized they were bunkmates in army.. So coincidental rite?

Went off with Joey, MeiChin, Ah Foong, Xiao Pei, Unice, Nelson and Tim..
All of them took cab home except for myself who haf to take the night rider since I'm the only one who stay in Woodlands..
And the bus ride was kinda funny..
so, I fall asleep in the bus..
the next thing I know theres sumone sitting beside me and probly sleeping too coz halfway during the ride, I was woken up by him as he kept on hitting me and resting himself towards me as the bus turns..
so I kinda ignored him and went back to 'sleep'.. lol.. maybe I'm too tired I guess..
Then, when my stop is reaching in about 15 mins time, he taps on me as if he ask me to wake up or sumthing..
At that time, my vision was a lil blurred coz of my contact lenses..
I looked at him and thought that he was my friend as he looked like one of my friends..
Wei Teck, if you're reading this, I'm referring to you.. haha!
So I asked him," How come you're here?"..
He ignored me.. perhaps blasting his music in his earphones..
Then I looked at him closely again, like literally..
And I thought that I couldnt be wrong and confidently think that it was my friend..
Finally when I'm about to alight, I got a closer look at him..
And found out that he's not my friend.. LOL!
I feel so paiseh the moment I alighted the bus.. haha..
Well, I can say that his side view is sumwad similar to my friend's ..
And its a good thing he didnt realize I was talking to him luh previously, or else I will just have to make a new friend.. lol..
But then it kinda makes me wonder how come he knows my stop is nearing.. And still can rest on me summore during the bus ride..
Hmm... freaky night I should say..
So, reached home at about 3 plus morn.. was a good thing the whole house was asleep though by that time..

Neways, went out with Apple, XiuZhen, Jolene, Kah Yuan, Nick Cheong, Yuan Long, Dexter, Raazmy, Koksheng and FungYong just now..
hmm.. and have to say I kinda miss going out with them..
Talked about sum FO stuffs..
And even made an A-Z on FOCW.. lol
and its so freakin LMAO when most of us found out that JY is in Commando..!
HAHA! Koksheng too..
Anyhoo, Lookin forward to meet u guys again yo.. =]

Well, hafto get my head to bed now..
C y'all around..
Peace, Love and No War..