Sometimes, I have a million and one things to say
But worried that it will all just end up in a
wrong situation..
wrong time..
wrong people..
wrong thinking..
wrong mindset..
Thus, leaving all this to nothing that is to be said..

Everyone wants to be understood
But if one dont let him/herself a chance to open up
or trust the person he/she open up to
Then what is that comprehension that one wants?

Sorry, just an observation made..

Neways..
this week was another roller coaster..
not to mention riding it with some sort of flu goin on..
but dont worry, aint a H1N1 flu..
started of with my SIP..
had an awsome marketing videoshoot, acting for the RWS advert..
and the loadwork was kinda increasing too though..
Supervisor said that I have to be prepared to stay OT for most of the time..
and I'm like, might as well u consider me like one of your employee rather than just a regular intern in a company..

Movin on..
I'm kinda going for a mini competition with some of the TPDE peeps together with some FB peeps..
Named ourselves the 'Shut Up Boys' (SUB).. lol..
hmm.. guessin it gonna be a great experience with 'em
had the first practise and it was kool..
it is like the second time I danced since concert..
It was great.. and ofcourse, theres the pros and cons that I felt for myself..
Well, told a few peeps about it..
Too personal to post it..

Orientation for the new batch/juniors of TPDE was great..
I think it was good, considering it was short of a duration and also with some last min changes and stuffs..
Had the opportunity to meet the juniors..
and thanks for all the helpers who had helped out for it aite!

KO Nite was awesome too..
Great job for all competitors!

And so, next week is yet another ride..
Just hoping for the best..

All of a sudden, the future is something that I'm not looking forward to..

HELLO HELLO.

nothing much to say now.
due to being busy this past week.
sometimes just thinking that having SIP in-house is so much way better..
but then, being in RWS does not make me regret that much..
at least im beginning to look at the bright side of it..
its just too bad that i can't post anything that im working on in SIP..
due to it being so confidential and that sort of stuffs..
but overall, it has been fun. =]

Anyways, cutting short..
I just miss being in TP alrite..
and also all my frens and the uncles and aunties of the book link, canteen stalls and of course the Cheers dept store... haha
not to forget my lecturers..
and this one of course, having timetables!!
OMG, i miss all that rushing for lessons and having to arrive to classes within the 15 mins grace.. hah!
and also climbing of all that stairs from the first level to he eight coz of that dumb lift which simply cant lift so many ppl and get packed easily..
but most importantly, my frens luh.. so looooonnnng nvr meet them alr..!!!
that includes the TPDE peeps as well..
I missed all that practising and training for dance performances with them..
all that crazy and awesome times..
being to prepare last min for performances as well...
and time has pass by so fast that it has been one month plus
me being workin for RWS..
and also finding time to actually dance..
guess those who are already experienced in this would understand..

And welcome to those new peeps to TPDE aite!
Glad to have them in.
And of course to the existing batch..
Lets make them feel accepted into our community
so that we can enlarge our family happily!
LOL..

thats all for now..
Till then
=]

Firstly, Venos outing on Labour day was kool..
It was like finally a day off from RWS...
We went to the Glass House Fish & Co. to have our mass dinner..
The food was not bad.. although their 'Best Fish N' Chips in the City' tasted almost the same as the usual one, but i think this one is doper.. lol
Anyways, it has been so long since I met all of them.. Kind of making me miss the FOW/C times..
And it was darn pity I missed this year's one.. and I'm guessing that I wont be able to join the next one..
daaaarrrnnn.. but oh well...
ooo.. and we celebrated Kenneth (Fishy Ken) Bday! haha..
I gotta say Fish N' Co got a unique way of celebrating birthdays.. LOL!
And shy ppl are not encouraged to celebrate their birthdays there coz u have to be darn sporting!
Theres also another table who is celebrating birthday just next to us.. and they are from SP..
they were like trying to compete who is the loudest..
and well, I just had one thing to say.. NEVER compete with TP ppl man! haha..
Coz we are so darn enthu about all these things and loud.. such a wrong move for them to compete with us on such stuffs, knowing that we will be wining on these prospects.. =]
So, after that.. we went to get some beancurd at the Famous Beancurd stall and off to The Cathay to slack around..

And anyways, sorry to the Nexo peeps coz I dont know the date for the night cycling.. lol..
Its like, I know there is one.. but i dont know the date..
So, when Rai told me it was the day before our Venos outing I was darn shocked coz I'm kinda lookin forward to it.. but oh wells.. next time pehaps?

Ooo.. there was also TPDE auditions for both modern and hip-hop..
Modern was on the last wednesday.. and hip-hop was yesterday..
Firstly, modern auditions was not bad..
Noticed quite a number of people who can dance modern really well
even the guys, can see that they really enjoyed it..
I mean, who says guys can't dance modern rite?
Real guys are the one who is not afraid to try something new
and something that is out of their comfort zone and his norms,
at the same time,
Keeping aside and not forgetting of his own genre of dance
that he was first introduced to..
Theres nothing new if wad he can do is only one
coz then he's considered a coward,
not willing to step out of his box and venture on what his body can do..
Some might say dancing modern is too feminine..
I say thats just an excuse for not trying hard and not giving the opportunity for himself to try
Even Ryan can do it with such masculine flavour, swagger, feel and gesture..
so what's the problem with it anyways?
Certainly... this topic is subjective, i know..
But im just leaving this for thoughts to grow from them..

Anyways, modern overall was good.. And I kinda missed dancing it..
Its been awhile.. longer than awhile perhaps..

Moving on...
Hiphop Auditions were great too..
Honestly, this is the first time I danced since GEM 4..
like my body has been confined for like months without moving..
So, I'm freakin happy to be able to 'move' again... LOL..
The ppl who came were generally good, and pretty distinctive..
Ask me about it, coz I'm not gonna post it here..
Overall, I'm just happy with it, coz kinda see quite a number of versatile ppl..
ranging from bboy to modern dancers to popper who can do hip-hop with a bit of essence to it..
Definitely, TPDE peeps totally need to step up..

After the auditions.. came down to Scape for KO nite..
And congrats to Nicole, Raazmy, Andy and Joey for making thru the next round!
I'm happy for y'all.. and definitely the whole TPDE is..
To Ah Lee, Jean, Kevin, Martin, Keiths, Audrey and Jonas..
Don't be so sad or anything.. y'all did a god job! seriously..
I think without you guys, the competition will not be so competitive as last time and y'all definitely make it difficult for the judges to deliberate..
Good job everyone aite.. !! =]
Now I feel like I wanna join it as well.. hah!
If not becuz of this SIP.. make me as though I'm like a serious working adult.. so irritating..
Neways, jiayou for the next round aite! =]

OOooo.. and i seriouly, got something to say and this is the last straw for me..
I hate cabbieeesssss!!!!!!!!
ok... lets just make that be the title of why I'm so pissed off yesterday..
He is like so dumb and smart at the same time..
Ok, it started when Suria, Nicole and I took a cab from TP to Scape..
wait, not even Scape.. to town to be exact...
We told the driver that we wanna go to Scape..
We even explained to him like as if we checked it out from the dictionary or sumthing..
We even gave him nearby landmarks for him to easily locate the building, that it would just leave me to think that only the DUMBEST stupidest taxi driver won't know where the hell this Scape thing is..
And it is so totally not our fault for being not street smart coz obviously we don't know all of these expressway road names, so we just told him took the fastest and quickest way coz we're kinda running late..
So, we assume he knows the way.. and Nicole even suggested another way which appears to be faster with no traffic lights, but at a longer distance..
So we're kinda kool with that..
(This is the part whereby we think that he's kinda dumb..
Wait till the next part whereby he's trying to be smart and that he succeeded to do so..)
It is when we think that the taxi ride is pretty long than usual when we used to cab down from TP to town..
To our shock, he went all the way to Bugis area.. even passed by O School to be exact..
And we were like WTH is with this cabbie..?
Then we actually realized he took the longer route out of the shorter route we told him to..
He even passed the ERP 2 TIMES!!
And this is the part where we think he's smart.. not really smart, but sly..
SUCH AN ASSHOLE..
He even missed the Scape luh.. and even wanna say that he thought it was next to the California Gym there.
so we ended up alighting at the back of Orchard Cineleisure, where we have to walk to the Scape building..
like WTF!.. that is totally against the objective of cabbing to Scape..
and guess wad.. we even paid him $26 for that f**king ride which we know we could pay him 10 bucks lesser..
I swear that I feel like cursing him up and down, left to right while in the cab when we know his motive..
Thnk god for his age, if not I'll be cursing those words as if I'm reading to him in a book!
Freaking irritating.. SERIOUSLY..
and wad more, when we reach there.. theres the freaking queue which started since 5.30pm when the door was supposed to open at 7pm..
It just made me wanna burst out to the fact that I'm hungry and tired as well, that I have to be patient with wads happening around me at that point of time..
It just made me loose the appetite..
So, that explains to most of the ppl why I skipped my meals..
Its just a way for me on how I can keep away from releasing my anger..
Its weird.. but it has been usual for me..

Well, wadever to wadever that happened..
As long as everyone's happy and that they got a place to go in and watch the event..
I'm just so grateful for my patience

So Sunday, figured it has to be a day off for me..
Coz I know next week will be another hell that I have to push through..
So, enjoy this whole day while I still can.. =]

Till then-