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HELLO HELLO..

one month has gone from the previous post and now I just touched the blog..
haha.. what a duration...
So, I guess I'm back!
lol..
and I'm just so speechless coz this is about the fifth time i tried to update my blog, but i ended up sleeping in front of the laptop.. so i'm just gonna curse myself again if I didnt get to publish this by the end of the post..
okay, so.. theres kinda a lot of stuffs for me to update..
hmm i guess I'll start with this one..

So, had a recent outing/dinner with the SUB and Hybreed and Baoxin over at Sakura
and I was like darn clueless in that jap buffet restaurant.. with the fact that its my first time entering that place, practically just following what my surrounding is doing.. haha
and I think their stuffs there are not bad.. pretty well done
well, I'm not that a craze for such jap food, but I think they did it good..
back to the main topic, the gathering was still a good one indeed..
I mean, after for such a long time not seeing each other, its kinda a good way to get in touch
took some pictures there too, and I think had been flooding them in Regina's cam.. lol
Well, it is also an event whereby its the last time we can spend with yekpeng before he goes off to the greeneries and junglehood of NSlife.. HAHA.. make it sound so... not NS, like some garden country.. lol!
So, maybe I'll post some photos here..

Since I'm still in the SUB topic..
I wanna update about the Double O comp not that long ago..
Congrats to Epic Crew that won the competition! woohoo =]
good job to Revogue and Absin as well..
and especially to us, I think we did great.. LOL.. can see from the videos luh.. i dont give comments anyhow okay
but wadever the outcome, (although I kinda predicted) we will definitely treasure the experience and the bond that we have worked out so far..
Definitely an event to rmb, and of course the people that made the journey throughout interesting, being in SUB with the boys..
Well, definitely gonna miss working together after this, and wad a great combination we had as a group..
So, not gonna forget that days..
In addition, that was the first few experiences I had clubbing, which I still dont really like the feeling of being squashed in the club.. haha

Next.. my attachment
It was and it still is a hell ride of a roller coaster
All I have to say is that, the jobs are never ending
Not to forget abt the re-conceptualization..
Well, those in my dept should understand
Such a pain in the ass but still have to go through
Just when I thought its getting better, it gets worst..
Supervisor actually asked to extend our internship
and even wants to plan our employment as a permanent staff after our extended internship period
and I was like, I have not even think about the extending part..
One thing is that its a good thing, but another thing is whether u like what you do

Adding to that is Major Project..
I just hate how it sounds.. like so 'MAJOR'
and definitely the word says so..
Its a very MAJOR thing to do with MAJOR complications and MAJOR ideas to work on
and should I add that theres MAJOR things to think about on some MAJOR problem that people face in the world..
Adding to this MAJOR stuff, I have yet to confirm on my project..
Well done Badd, a few more days of further procrastinations and you are so doomed

Next..
My uncle got this nice place whereby he can start his F&B business again, of course, doing wad he do best on western dishes
I definitely like the place, just reminded me of those Vespa times with vintage infrastructure..
Btw, its at Changi Road, quite near to Kembangan MRT station I guess
I think it would be another of my great hangout place.. =]

Moving on..
Well, theres nothing much on this section..
I'm just gonna fill it in with self-realizations that I've made so far..
Its like the optional part of this post, I mean if you dont wanna read it, then you can stop till this line
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This Semester has been very hard..
Its the hardest of all that Ive been thru so far..
SO much commitments, so little time
Its a point till I think sleeping is just a waste of time and yet I still found myself sleeping over some stuffs that were partially undone
Its just not easy..
Juggling family, friends, dance committee, attachment, project, studies, the future and time for myself..
And its just so irritating that all of these requires such high expectations from me..
Although some are not really asking from me directly, but i know I still have to show such expectations
I probly have a whole list of stuffs that I wanna talk about
like go into details of wad Im facing in each categories that I have to juggle..
But I guess, its just not the right place that I can talk about it..
At times I just feel like breaking down man..
But one thing for sure, I know that in any of the aspects that I start to break down, I will pull the rest along
Thus, resulting me to have always this optimistic and strong front..
Its just so irritating coz it doesnt makes me feel like a human..
It comes to another point whereby I cant feel down, I cant feel sad and I cant feel my other emotions
Its just so sickening.. I even have to think twice whether I should post this part coz I dont want ppl to know wad I really feel inside..
And also, I realized Ive became less friendly than the last time..
Haizz..
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Of all the things that I really hate in this world is to be compared with and also to be accused of..
I just dont like how my Liason Officer compared me with all the other top students
especially when he didnt know of my other commitments..
Its just so unfair..
just one mistake would risk my reputation..
and now, he's like doubting his expectations towards me..
wad a bullshit..
His students are all of his kind.. lazy smart ppl who only knows how to study and bootleg.. guess thats their only talent
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Another point..
I seriously dont like being accused..
So much for being partners at work..
but when it comes to pushing blames, this girl always finds opportunity to put me at fault
The worst thing that cud ever happen is when ppl believed her
And wad a 2 face and a faker as well..
I'm glad that some can see her true colours/rainbow shining out from her
This is the first time I've ever met such person with such ugliness inside of herself in my entire life
But then, theres no difference to whats in and out of her..
Sorry, but it just goess off my limit for such ppl..
I dont mean to be so against her, but in a way shes like asking for it..
haizz.. guess its a test from god

One last thing,
Waehvetr ti si, I dnot wnnaa og Stlnocad..

And for wadever reasons,
I just have to keep telling myself
to stand, when standing is not easy..