HELLO HELLO...

So, it's the rarest time of the month again when I have the chance to blog..

=]

UPDATES....

On Sunday, 9th August 2009, it was Singapore's birthday....

So.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! although it has been days over.. haha

it has been awhile since she's 44 now.. lol.. say like I'm the father like that.. so kns.. haha

On that day, we went for a picnic at Sentosa..

It was not bad.. ahah..

and and... OMG..

i definitely learnt a lesson on this..

like NEVER come so so so early and expect the rest to come on the meeting time sharp..

so totally late like almost everyone, except for Tim.. LOL..

But had fun eventually over at Siloso..

and have I told you how packed it was with humans?? haha..

worst thing is the tram stopped working coz of too many ppl walking here and there..

like WOW.. its almost equivalent to like half of Singapore's civilisation coming to Sentosa..

LOL.. kk I'm just exageratting..

but seriously, there is A LOT of people there..

luckily, we managed to find a spot..

and I brought like strawberries, grapes and apples for my share of the potluck..

like so healthy.. hahaha! coz usually it was like chips and wadever..

thought of even to bring salad there, but too lazy to prepare on the night before.. so yea..

So, we borrowed some strangers' frisbee and volleyball to play with before Nelson came with his own frisbee and kite..

We celebrated Iris' belated birthday as well.. =]

Drawing in to the evening, we chilled at Cafe Del Mar..

Their place has always been so kool and relaxing..

Some peeks to see..

OMG.. and you know wad?

This is my first time being caught on camera without any shirt on..

LOL..

NEXT...

My attachment office has been moved to Jurong East!

In a way, it still has both the pros and cons..

Pros, being the fact that it is nearer than what was previously at Sentosa.

So, I can take off from my house 1 hour later to get to my SIP..

Cons, I just hate the location!

Can you imagine being in an Ulu place??

And they go on saying like the area is so nice and lush with its greenery..

they even said that they have a mall..

But from wad I see it is that the place is just another concrete jungle and the mall is just another food court..

like simply -.-

and also, journey to townside or even back to TP is further when it comes to my dance training after attachment..

GODD...

I'm just missing the corporate office in Sentosa.. hmmm

but not to worry.. I'm only left with 2 more weeks plus till its total freedom! =]

Till then..

I'm just finding it hard to have a chance to show how much i like you..

Guess time will tell soon..

Updates

HELLO HELLO..

one month has gone from the previous post and now I just touched the blog..
haha.. what a duration...
So, I guess I'm back!
lol..
and I'm just so speechless coz this is about the fifth time i tried to update my blog, but i ended up sleeping in front of the laptop.. so i'm just gonna curse myself again if I didnt get to publish this by the end of the post..
okay, so.. theres kinda a lot of stuffs for me to update..
hmm i guess I'll start with this one..

So, had a recent outing/dinner with the SUB and Hybreed and Baoxin over at Sakura
and I was like darn clueless in that jap buffet restaurant.. with the fact that its my first time entering that place, practically just following what my surrounding is doing.. haha
and I think their stuffs there are not bad.. pretty well done
well, I'm not that a craze for such jap food, but I think they did it good..
back to the main topic, the gathering was still a good one indeed..
I mean, after for such a long time not seeing each other, its kinda a good way to get in touch
took some pictures there too, and I think had been flooding them in Regina's cam.. lol
Well, it is also an event whereby its the last time we can spend with yekpeng before he goes off to the greeneries and junglehood of NSlife.. HAHA.. make it sound so... not NS, like some garden country.. lol!
So, maybe I'll post some photos here..

Since I'm still in the SUB topic..
I wanna update about the Double O comp not that long ago..
Congrats to Epic Crew that won the competition! woohoo =]
good job to Revogue and Absin as well..
and especially to us, I think we did great.. LOL.. can see from the videos luh.. i dont give comments anyhow okay
but wadever the outcome, (although I kinda predicted) we will definitely treasure the experience and the bond that we have worked out so far..
Definitely an event to rmb, and of course the people that made the journey throughout interesting, being in SUB with the boys..
Well, definitely gonna miss working together after this, and wad a great combination we had as a group..
So, not gonna forget that days..
In addition, that was the first few experiences I had clubbing, which I still dont really like the feeling of being squashed in the club.. haha

Next.. my attachment
It was and it still is a hell ride of a roller coaster
All I have to say is that, the jobs are never ending
Not to forget abt the re-conceptualization..
Well, those in my dept should understand
Such a pain in the ass but still have to go through
Just when I thought its getting better, it gets worst..
Supervisor actually asked to extend our internship
and even wants to plan our employment as a permanent staff after our extended internship period
and I was like, I have not even think about the extending part..
One thing is that its a good thing, but another thing is whether u like what you do

Adding to that is Major Project..
I just hate how it sounds.. like so 'MAJOR'
and definitely the word says so..
Its a very MAJOR thing to do with MAJOR complications and MAJOR ideas to work on
and should I add that theres MAJOR things to think about on some MAJOR problem that people face in the world..
Adding to this MAJOR stuff, I have yet to confirm on my project..
Well done Badd, a few more days of further procrastinations and you are so doomed

Next..
My uncle got this nice place whereby he can start his F&B business again, of course, doing wad he do best on western dishes
I definitely like the place, just reminded me of those Vespa times with vintage infrastructure..
Btw, its at Changi Road, quite near to Kembangan MRT station I guess
I think it would be another of my great hangout place.. =]

Moving on..
Well, theres nothing much on this section..
I'm just gonna fill it in with self-realizations that I've made so far..
Its like the optional part of this post, I mean if you dont wanna read it, then you can stop till this line
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This Semester has been very hard..
Its the hardest of all that Ive been thru so far..
SO much commitments, so little time
Its a point till I think sleeping is just a waste of time and yet I still found myself sleeping over some stuffs that were partially undone
Its just not easy..
Juggling family, friends, dance committee, attachment, project, studies, the future and time for myself..
And its just so irritating that all of these requires such high expectations from me..
Although some are not really asking from me directly, but i know I still have to show such expectations
I probly have a whole list of stuffs that I wanna talk about
like go into details of wad Im facing in each categories that I have to juggle..
But I guess, its just not the right place that I can talk about it..
At times I just feel like breaking down man..
But one thing for sure, I know that in any of the aspects that I start to break down, I will pull the rest along
Thus, resulting me to have always this optimistic and strong front..
Its just so irritating coz it doesnt makes me feel like a human..
It comes to another point whereby I cant feel down, I cant feel sad and I cant feel my other emotions
Its just so sickening.. I even have to think twice whether I should post this part coz I dont want ppl to know wad I really feel inside..
And also, I realized Ive became less friendly than the last time..
Haizz..
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Of all the things that I really hate in this world is to be compared with and also to be accused of..
I just dont like how my Liason Officer compared me with all the other top students
especially when he didnt know of my other commitments..
Its just so unfair..
just one mistake would risk my reputation..
and now, he's like doubting his expectations towards me..
wad a bullshit..
His students are all of his kind.. lazy smart ppl who only knows how to study and bootleg.. guess thats their only talent
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Another point..
I seriously dont like being accused..
So much for being partners at work..
but when it comes to pushing blames, this girl always finds opportunity to put me at fault
The worst thing that cud ever happen is when ppl believed her
And wad a 2 face and a faker as well..
I'm glad that some can see her true colours/rainbow shining out from her
This is the first time I've ever met such person with such ugliness inside of herself in my entire life
But then, theres no difference to whats in and out of her..
Sorry, but it just goess off my limit for such ppl..
I dont mean to be so against her, but in a way shes like asking for it..
haizz.. guess its a test from god

One last thing,
Waehvetr ti si, I dnot wnnaa og Stlnocad..

And for wadever reasons,
I just have to keep telling myself
to stand, when standing is not easy..

HELLO WORLD..

today.. or shud I say, a few hours ago

it was..

FATHER'S DAY!!

so, happy father's day to all the fathers in the world

including mine that is.. haaaaaaaa

Went out with the family

Shudnt explain that much coz i dont think y'all wanna know rite??..

So, moving on..

yesterday was Suria's Birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

ahha.. the small girl is finally 18, when she still looks like she's 8..

LOL!!..

ok, I'm just kidding..

and yesterday too, had my first movie watched since ages ago..

it's called 'I Love You, Man'..

and the movie is a total LMAO..

seriously.. haha

Well, it's about the groom who's about to be wedded..

but he has no one to be his best man..

So, the movie is about him, finding a best fren and also the one who's gonna be his best man on his wedding day.. The process of him finding one is really funnyshiat..

well, it might not be funny from the way I explained it..

but y'all have to watch it so as to get the point..

hmm..

So, just to bring in more colours and life in this blog..

I'm introducing to y'all.....

THE SHUT UP BOYS!!!!!

(SUB for short.. ) =]

We were firstly formed from the Live It Up Competition..

Its another one of the cliche anti-smoking competition and stuffs..

But then, the ppl I joined with are kool!

Great combination i must say..

Well, u have to be in it to understand it.. yeap!

This is the other groups that joined the competition as well..

AND....

Be sure to catch us again at Dbl O Jim Beam Competition this coming Friday aite!!

Come and support ReVouge and The Epic Crew as well!!

Btw, u need tickets if you wanna enter free..

And only us and those who are competing have the tickets..

So, be sure to catch us and pin us down and ask for the tickets!!

LOL..

=]

adding to it..

this is from the CCA Awards Ceremony 2009!

Yet, another AWESOME pic with awesome ppl..

LOL..

I'd wish I cud add more of the pics

coz there's seriously alot of them..

But I'm just lazy..

HAHA..

darn.. u shud understand how troublesome it is to add pictures man..!

lol..

alrite alrite..

thats it for now..

Hope I can update this blog again soon

Byeeeeeeeeeeee~

HELLO..

So, I finally decided to update my blog after much procrastination..
well then..

ATTACHMENT
My SIP is the one that has my full life on the line now..
Its like almost between life and death..
okay, I'm just exxagerating..
darn.. I just cudn't imagine how bad it made me into such workaholic..
and I guess, i better stop talking about it coz its the same thing over and over again..
only once or twice that it had been good..
nevermind, just keep on thinking that 28th August is coming real soon!!
=]

DANCE
Had the first dance lesson last week..
And this one is coming to the second one..
It has been great, but just need to take it more seriously this time..
No playing a fool like last year's..
Just have to be more focus and really feel the emotion and the joy of dancing..

So, life has been quite a race recently..
At times, I just realized it has gone too fast that I cant just sit there and live the moment..
Went across some memorable places just now..
Places where I used to hang out with my secondary sch frens..
darn.. and it has beeen sooo looongg..
I wonder wad are they doing now..
And thoughts of those times just flew across my mind..
How innocent and immature we were the last time..
taking everything so lightly.. whether its about homeworks or uniforms..
and compare to now, i see that everything happened so fast that it changed me 180 degrees around..
i rmbed i told royston that u cant change 360 degrees coz thats where u end up the same as you used to be..
So, its either 180 or 540 degrees.. lol..
kk.. back to the topic..
I know and some might know the change I've been through..
But part of me wants to relive that old side..
With the companions of the past..
ok, i know this is boring..
But its just some thoughts I've been thinking about that I've never get to express..

Anyways, moving on..
Andee's having a LA/Intermediate class at Natasha Studios at 15 bucks from 2-3pm on Sunday..
So, be there to support him aite! =]
I will be if I know where the heck is this Natasha Studios.. lol!

Well, not much is left to be said for now..
Just that, in life.. people come and go
Some even just disappear from your life no matter how close he/she was to you
And some stick with you no matter what
I just wanna say that, Its nice to know you =]

Lazy Sunday

HELLO HELLO.

darn its been a long while since i actually touched this blogger of mine...
like totally llooooooooooonnnnnnngggggg time..

okay okay..
first updates will be the 'LIVE IT UP' competition..
Us, being the Shut Up Boys (SUB) is the 1st runner up!!
LOL!.. and of course, we're so crazzy and excitedly happy for it..
The first collabo of TPDE and FB.. its a to die for man!
so freakin AWESOME.. lol.. okok..
and of course, congrats to Hybreed for stealing the 2nd runner up! =]
and also good job for the other FB team.. which i cudnt really recall the grp name..
hmm, i think its sumthing to do with shizzle or sumthing??
well.. great job aite!
and seriously, gee-double-oh-dee-jay-oh-bee to everyone!
I really appreciate this opportunity..
And I would really like to thank the SUB for this reall great time working together..
I think the SUB is made up of such great combinations..
And I like it..
With Mike being soo unreasonably funny and weird at times..
Andee beeing like the tall fun guy with some bitchiness.. lol
Andy with a lil of his pussy-ness and being such a retard at times..
Royston's another retard with some bitchiness too.. haha!
YekPeng's another kool dude with a lil quirkiness..
Justin aka Uncle being so everly nice and kind to ppl.. (i still dont understand why ppl call u by Justin Peng, instead of just Justin.. haha)
and Kenny, being sooo blur most of the time.. LOL
well, all these traits will never be missed..
and of course, I'm just so looking forward to w0rk with u guys again
Aside from them, theres also ppl like Nora, Arjuna, Regina, Shaq, Evelyn, Hanisah..
and also Carolyn, Baoxin, Tyron and more luh..
Its great to know them.. =]
And to reply to Nora's blog:
It's ok.. I think its their way of entertainment.. LOL =]

well, after that..
It is the time to have the regular trainings..
and this time its with The Independent Crew!
together with Royston and Joycelyn that is.. LOL..
we're preparing for the CCA Arts Group of the Year performance..
like so koool!! coz we are winning that title! woohoo!!
haha.. so kinda treating this like our winning performance..
and of course the dopeness must be there luh.. haha..

then, there is the nightcyling on the friday night to sat morning!
It was kinda kool i guess..
Can see that the juniors are really bonding with their dancemates quite well..
and some of the seniors with them as well..
Well, its great that the objective has been met for this activity and really big thnks to all those who came for it aite!
guess wad? we have like ard 40 plus who cycled from east coast park all the way to marina barrage!
And we had like the greatest mcdelivery orders!
its like the first time, I've seen such great orders from mcdelivery! even the motorcyclist guy have to come with a cabbie to deliver it to us.. HAHA!
but overall, I'm just glad everyone is having a great time.. and that the juniors at least had a great introduction to our club..
Great props to the maincomms and everyone's cooperation.. =]
pictures will be soon uploaded aite!
and of course, I'm gonna grab it from u guys too.. lol

moving on..
I kinda liked Sunday mornings..
coz its like a day whereby you wake up and chill..
Then you look over the window u see these grps of kids playing soccer at the field..
with their parents or whoever at the side benches supporting them..
also images of family having great time together.. with the old ppl taichi-ing at the side..
gosh.. and I had to break the bubble coz i missed that sunday morning!
all becuz I slept my day away till 1pm..
and worst still, when i woke up.. i found that the ppl in my house are all halfway thru the door getting ready to go for a wedding thing..
and I'm like.. thnks ar..
lol...
even worst is that..after waking up at 1pm.. i found myself asleep again the next half an hour till 3pm..
freakin LMAO and irritated at the same time..
hmm.. personally, I dont really like to sleep for so long.. coz that means time is spent so much for shutting urself down.. like i would rather use the time to meet up witht the ppl that I cared..
maybe coz i had to repay my sleeping debts from the night cycling and also those insufficient sleep during the weekdays.. talk about being so weak these few days..
but its okay i guess.. good thing im feeling better now..

So next week is yet another ride..
Can fore-see that it will be in some kind of a rush..
But wadever it is, just bring it on man!
=]

Sometimes, I have a million and one things to say
But worried that it will all just end up in a
wrong situation..
wrong time..
wrong people..
wrong thinking..
wrong mindset..
Thus, leaving all this to nothing that is to be said..

Everyone wants to be understood
But if one dont let him/herself a chance to open up
or trust the person he/she open up to
Then what is that comprehension that one wants?

Sorry, just an observation made..

Neways..
this week was another roller coaster..
not to mention riding it with some sort of flu goin on..
but dont worry, aint a H1N1 flu..
started of with my SIP..
had an awsome marketing videoshoot, acting for the RWS advert..
and the loadwork was kinda increasing too though..
Supervisor said that I have to be prepared to stay OT for most of the time..
and I'm like, might as well u consider me like one of your employee rather than just a regular intern in a company..

Movin on..
I'm kinda going for a mini competition with some of the TPDE peeps together with some FB peeps..
Named ourselves the 'Shut Up Boys' (SUB).. lol..
hmm.. guessin it gonna be a great experience with 'em
had the first practise and it was kool..
it is like the second time I danced since concert..
It was great.. and ofcourse, theres the pros and cons that I felt for myself..
Well, told a few peeps about it..
Too personal to post it..

Orientation for the new batch/juniors of TPDE was great..
I think it was good, considering it was short of a duration and also with some last min changes and stuffs..
Had the opportunity to meet the juniors..
and thanks for all the helpers who had helped out for it aite!

KO Nite was awesome too..
Great job for all competitors!

And so, next week is yet another ride..
Just hoping for the best..

All of a sudden, the future is something that I'm not looking forward to..

HELLO HELLO.

nothing much to say now.
due to being busy this past week.
sometimes just thinking that having SIP in-house is so much way better..
but then, being in RWS does not make me regret that much..
at least im beginning to look at the bright side of it..
its just too bad that i can't post anything that im working on in SIP..
due to it being so confidential and that sort of stuffs..
but overall, it has been fun. =]

Anyways, cutting short..
I just miss being in TP alrite..
and also all my frens and the uncles and aunties of the book link, canteen stalls and of course the Cheers dept store... haha
not to forget my lecturers..
and this one of course, having timetables!!
OMG, i miss all that rushing for lessons and having to arrive to classes within the 15 mins grace.. hah!
and also climbing of all that stairs from the first level to he eight coz of that dumb lift which simply cant lift so many ppl and get packed easily..
but most importantly, my frens luh.. so looooonnnng nvr meet them alr..!!!
that includes the TPDE peeps as well..
I missed all that practising and training for dance performances with them..
all that crazy and awesome times..
being to prepare last min for performances as well...
and time has pass by so fast that it has been one month plus
me being workin for RWS..
and also finding time to actually dance..
guess those who are already experienced in this would understand..

And welcome to those new peeps to TPDE aite!
Glad to have them in.
And of course to the existing batch..
Lets make them feel accepted into our community
so that we can enlarge our family happily!
LOL..

thats all for now..
Till then
=]