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HELLO HELLO..

one month has gone from the previous post and now I just touched the blog..
haha.. what a duration...
So, I guess I'm back!
lol..
and I'm just so speechless coz this is about the fifth time i tried to update my blog, but i ended up sleeping in front of the laptop.. so i'm just gonna curse myself again if I didnt get to publish this by the end of the post..
okay, so.. theres kinda a lot of stuffs for me to update..
hmm i guess I'll start with this one..

So, had a recent outing/dinner with the SUB and Hybreed and Baoxin over at Sakura
and I was like darn clueless in that jap buffet restaurant.. with the fact that its my first time entering that place, practically just following what my surrounding is doing.. haha
and I think their stuffs there are not bad.. pretty well done
well, I'm not that a craze for such jap food, but I think they did it good..
back to the main topic, the gathering was still a good one indeed..
I mean, after for such a long time not seeing each other, its kinda a good way to get in touch
took some pictures there too, and I think had been flooding them in Regina's cam.. lol
Well, it is also an event whereby its the last time we can spend with yekpeng before he goes off to the greeneries and junglehood of NSlife.. HAHA.. make it sound so... not NS, like some garden country.. lol!
So, maybe I'll post some photos here..

Since I'm still in the SUB topic..
I wanna update about the Double O comp not that long ago..
Congrats to Epic Crew that won the competition! woohoo =]
good job to Revogue and Absin as well..
and especially to us, I think we did great.. LOL.. can see from the videos luh.. i dont give comments anyhow okay
but wadever the outcome, (although I kinda predicted) we will definitely treasure the experience and the bond that we have worked out so far..
Definitely an event to rmb, and of course the people that made the journey throughout interesting, being in SUB with the boys..
Well, definitely gonna miss working together after this, and wad a great combination we had as a group..
So, not gonna forget that days..
In addition, that was the first few experiences I had clubbing, which I still dont really like the feeling of being squashed in the club.. haha

Next.. my attachment
It was and it still is a hell ride of a roller coaster
All I have to say is that, the jobs are never ending
Not to forget abt the re-conceptualization..
Well, those in my dept should understand
Such a pain in the ass but still have to go through
Just when I thought its getting better, it gets worst..
Supervisor actually asked to extend our internship
and even wants to plan our employment as a permanent staff after our extended internship period
and I was like, I have not even think about the extending part..
One thing is that its a good thing, but another thing is whether u like what you do

Adding to that is Major Project..
I just hate how it sounds.. like so 'MAJOR'
and definitely the word says so..
Its a very MAJOR thing to do with MAJOR complications and MAJOR ideas to work on
and should I add that theres MAJOR things to think about on some MAJOR problem that people face in the world..
Adding to this MAJOR stuff, I have yet to confirm on my project..
Well done Badd, a few more days of further procrastinations and you are so doomed

Next..
My uncle got this nice place whereby he can start his F&B business again, of course, doing wad he do best on western dishes
I definitely like the place, just reminded me of those Vespa times with vintage infrastructure..
Btw, its at Changi Road, quite near to Kembangan MRT station I guess
I think it would be another of my great hangout place.. =]

Moving on..
Well, theres nothing much on this section..
I'm just gonna fill it in with self-realizations that I've made so far..
Its like the optional part of this post, I mean if you dont wanna read it, then you can stop till this line
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This Semester has been very hard..
Its the hardest of all that Ive been thru so far..
SO much commitments, so little time
Its a point till I think sleeping is just a waste of time and yet I still found myself sleeping over some stuffs that were partially undone
Its just not easy..
Juggling family, friends, dance committee, attachment, project, studies, the future and time for myself..
And its just so irritating that all of these requires such high expectations from me..
Although some are not really asking from me directly, but i know I still have to show such expectations
I probly have a whole list of stuffs that I wanna talk about
like go into details of wad Im facing in each categories that I have to juggle..
But I guess, its just not the right place that I can talk about it..
At times I just feel like breaking down man..
But one thing for sure, I know that in any of the aspects that I start to break down, I will pull the rest along
Thus, resulting me to have always this optimistic and strong front..
Its just so irritating coz it doesnt makes me feel like a human..
It comes to another point whereby I cant feel down, I cant feel sad and I cant feel my other emotions
Its just so sickening.. I even have to think twice whether I should post this part coz I dont want ppl to know wad I really feel inside..
And also, I realized Ive became less friendly than the last time..
Haizz..
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Of all the things that I really hate in this world is to be compared with and also to be accused of..
I just dont like how my Liason Officer compared me with all the other top students
especially when he didnt know of my other commitments..
Its just so unfair..
just one mistake would risk my reputation..
and now, he's like doubting his expectations towards me..
wad a bullshit..
His students are all of his kind.. lazy smart ppl who only knows how to study and bootleg.. guess thats their only talent
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Another point..
I seriously dont like being accused..
So much for being partners at work..
but when it comes to pushing blames, this girl always finds opportunity to put me at fault
The worst thing that cud ever happen is when ppl believed her
And wad a 2 face and a faker as well..
I'm glad that some can see her true colours/rainbow shining out from her
This is the first time I've ever met such person with such ugliness inside of herself in my entire life
But then, theres no difference to whats in and out of her..
Sorry, but it just goess off my limit for such ppl..
I dont mean to be so against her, but in a way shes like asking for it..
haizz.. guess its a test from god

One last thing,
Waehvetr ti si, I dnot wnnaa og Stlnocad..

And for wadever reasons,
I just have to keep telling myself
to stand, when standing is not easy..

HELLO WORLD..

today.. or shud I say, a few hours ago

it was..

FATHER'S DAY!!

so, happy father's day to all the fathers in the world

including mine that is.. haaaaaaaa

Went out with the family

Shudnt explain that much coz i dont think y'all wanna know rite??..

So, moving on..

yesterday was Suria's Birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

ahha.. the small girl is finally 18, when she still looks like she's 8..

LOL!!..

ok, I'm just kidding..

and yesterday too, had my first movie watched since ages ago..

it's called 'I Love You, Man'..

and the movie is a total LMAO..

seriously.. haha

Well, it's about the groom who's about to be wedded..

but he has no one to be his best man..

So, the movie is about him, finding a best fren and also the one who's gonna be his best man on his wedding day.. The process of him finding one is really funnyshiat..

well, it might not be funny from the way I explained it..

but y'all have to watch it so as to get the point..

hmm..

So, just to bring in more colours and life in this blog..

I'm introducing to y'all.....

THE SHUT UP BOYS!!!!!

(SUB for short.. ) =]

We were firstly formed from the Live It Up Competition..

Its another one of the cliche anti-smoking competition and stuffs..

But then, the ppl I joined with are kool!

Great combination i must say..

Well, u have to be in it to understand it.. yeap!

This is the other groups that joined the competition as well..

AND....

Be sure to catch us again at Dbl O Jim Beam Competition this coming Friday aite!!

Come and support ReVouge and The Epic Crew as well!!

Btw, u need tickets if you wanna enter free..

And only us and those who are competing have the tickets..

So, be sure to catch us and pin us down and ask for the tickets!!

LOL..

=]

adding to it..

this is from the CCA Awards Ceremony 2009!

Yet, another AWESOME pic with awesome ppl..

LOL..

I'd wish I cud add more of the pics

coz there's seriously alot of them..

But I'm just lazy..

HAHA..

darn.. u shud understand how troublesome it is to add pictures man..!

lol..

alrite alrite..

thats it for now..

Hope I can update this blog again soon

Byeeeeeeeeeeee~

HELLO..

So, I finally decided to update my blog after much procrastination..
well then..

ATTACHMENT
My SIP is the one that has my full life on the line now..
Its like almost between life and death..
okay, I'm just exxagerating..
darn.. I just cudn't imagine how bad it made me into such workaholic..
and I guess, i better stop talking about it coz its the same thing over and over again..
only once or twice that it had been good..
nevermind, just keep on thinking that 28th August is coming real soon!!
=]

DANCE
Had the first dance lesson last week..
And this one is coming to the second one..
It has been great, but just need to take it more seriously this time..
No playing a fool like last year's..
Just have to be more focus and really feel the emotion and the joy of dancing..

So, life has been quite a race recently..
At times, I just realized it has gone too fast that I cant just sit there and live the moment..
Went across some memorable places just now..
Places where I used to hang out with my secondary sch frens..
darn.. and it has beeen sooo looongg..
I wonder wad are they doing now..
And thoughts of those times just flew across my mind..
How innocent and immature we were the last time..
taking everything so lightly.. whether its about homeworks or uniforms..
and compare to now, i see that everything happened so fast that it changed me 180 degrees around..
i rmbed i told royston that u cant change 360 degrees coz thats where u end up the same as you used to be..
So, its either 180 or 540 degrees.. lol..
kk.. back to the topic..
I know and some might know the change I've been through..
But part of me wants to relive that old side..
With the companions of the past..
ok, i know this is boring..
But its just some thoughts I've been thinking about that I've never get to express..

Anyways, moving on..
Andee's having a LA/Intermediate class at Natasha Studios at 15 bucks from 2-3pm on Sunday..
So, be there to support him aite! =]
I will be if I know where the heck is this Natasha Studios.. lol!

Well, not much is left to be said for now..
Just that, in life.. people come and go
Some even just disappear from your life no matter how close he/she was to you
And some stick with you no matter what
I just wanna say that, Its nice to know you =]

Lazy Sunday

HELLO HELLO.

darn its been a long while since i actually touched this blogger of mine...
like totally llooooooooooonnnnnnngggggg time..

okay okay..
first updates will be the 'LIVE IT UP' competition..
Us, being the Shut Up Boys (SUB) is the 1st runner up!!
LOL!.. and of course, we're so crazzy and excitedly happy for it..
The first collabo of TPDE and FB.. its a to die for man!
so freakin AWESOME.. lol.. okok..
and of course, congrats to Hybreed for stealing the 2nd runner up! =]
and also good job for the other FB team.. which i cudnt really recall the grp name..
hmm, i think its sumthing to do with shizzle or sumthing??
well.. great job aite!
and seriously, gee-double-oh-dee-jay-oh-bee to everyone!
I really appreciate this opportunity..
And I would really like to thank the SUB for this reall great time working together..
I think the SUB is made up of such great combinations..
And I like it..
With Mike being soo unreasonably funny and weird at times..
Andee beeing like the tall fun guy with some bitchiness.. lol
Andy with a lil of his pussy-ness and being such a retard at times..
Royston's another retard with some bitchiness too.. haha!
YekPeng's another kool dude with a lil quirkiness..
Justin aka Uncle being so everly nice and kind to ppl.. (i still dont understand why ppl call u by Justin Peng, instead of just Justin.. haha)
and Kenny, being sooo blur most of the time.. LOL
well, all these traits will never be missed..
and of course, I'm just so looking forward to w0rk with u guys again
Aside from them, theres also ppl like Nora, Arjuna, Regina, Shaq, Evelyn, Hanisah..
and also Carolyn, Baoxin, Tyron and more luh..
Its great to know them.. =]
And to reply to Nora's blog:
It's ok.. I think its their way of entertainment.. LOL =]

well, after that..
It is the time to have the regular trainings..
and this time its with The Independent Crew!
together with Royston and Joycelyn that is.. LOL..
we're preparing for the CCA Arts Group of the Year performance..
like so koool!! coz we are winning that title! woohoo!!
haha.. so kinda treating this like our winning performance..
and of course the dopeness must be there luh.. haha..

then, there is the nightcyling on the friday night to sat morning!
It was kinda kool i guess..
Can see that the juniors are really bonding with their dancemates quite well..
and some of the seniors with them as well..
Well, its great that the objective has been met for this activity and really big thnks to all those who came for it aite!
guess wad? we have like ard 40 plus who cycled from east coast park all the way to marina barrage!
And we had like the greatest mcdelivery orders!
its like the first time, I've seen such great orders from mcdelivery! even the motorcyclist guy have to come with a cabbie to deliver it to us.. HAHA!
but overall, I'm just glad everyone is having a great time.. and that the juniors at least had a great introduction to our club..
Great props to the maincomms and everyone's cooperation.. =]
pictures will be soon uploaded aite!
and of course, I'm gonna grab it from u guys too.. lol

moving on..
I kinda liked Sunday mornings..
coz its like a day whereby you wake up and chill..
Then you look over the window u see these grps of kids playing soccer at the field..
with their parents or whoever at the side benches supporting them..
also images of family having great time together.. with the old ppl taichi-ing at the side..
gosh.. and I had to break the bubble coz i missed that sunday morning!
all becuz I slept my day away till 1pm..
and worst still, when i woke up.. i found that the ppl in my house are all halfway thru the door getting ready to go for a wedding thing..
and I'm like.. thnks ar..
lol...
even worst is that..after waking up at 1pm.. i found myself asleep again the next half an hour till 3pm..
freakin LMAO and irritated at the same time..
hmm.. personally, I dont really like to sleep for so long.. coz that means time is spent so much for shutting urself down.. like i would rather use the time to meet up witht the ppl that I cared..
maybe coz i had to repay my sleeping debts from the night cycling and also those insufficient sleep during the weekdays.. talk about being so weak these few days..
but its okay i guess.. good thing im feeling better now..

So next week is yet another ride..
Can fore-see that it will be in some kind of a rush..
But wadever it is, just bring it on man!
=]

Sometimes, I have a million and one things to say
But worried that it will all just end up in a
wrong situation..
wrong time..
wrong people..
wrong thinking..
wrong mindset..
Thus, leaving all this to nothing that is to be said..

Everyone wants to be understood
But if one dont let him/herself a chance to open up
or trust the person he/she open up to
Then what is that comprehension that one wants?

Sorry, just an observation made..

Neways..
this week was another roller coaster..
not to mention riding it with some sort of flu goin on..
but dont worry, aint a H1N1 flu..
started of with my SIP..
had an awsome marketing videoshoot, acting for the RWS advert..
and the loadwork was kinda increasing too though..
Supervisor said that I have to be prepared to stay OT for most of the time..
and I'm like, might as well u consider me like one of your employee rather than just a regular intern in a company..

Movin on..
I'm kinda going for a mini competition with some of the TPDE peeps together with some FB peeps..
Named ourselves the 'Shut Up Boys' (SUB).. lol..
hmm.. guessin it gonna be a great experience with 'em
had the first practise and it was kool..
it is like the second time I danced since concert..
It was great.. and ofcourse, theres the pros and cons that I felt for myself..
Well, told a few peeps about it..
Too personal to post it..

Orientation for the new batch/juniors of TPDE was great..
I think it was good, considering it was short of a duration and also with some last min changes and stuffs..
Had the opportunity to meet the juniors..
and thanks for all the helpers who had helped out for it aite!

KO Nite was awesome too..
Great job for all competitors!

And so, next week is yet another ride..
Just hoping for the best..

All of a sudden, the future is something that I'm not looking forward to..

HELLO HELLO.

nothing much to say now.
due to being busy this past week.
sometimes just thinking that having SIP in-house is so much way better..
but then, being in RWS does not make me regret that much..
at least im beginning to look at the bright side of it..
its just too bad that i can't post anything that im working on in SIP..
due to it being so confidential and that sort of stuffs..
but overall, it has been fun. =]

Anyways, cutting short..
I just miss being in TP alrite..
and also all my frens and the uncles and aunties of the book link, canteen stalls and of course the Cheers dept store... haha
not to forget my lecturers..
and this one of course, having timetables!!
OMG, i miss all that rushing for lessons and having to arrive to classes within the 15 mins grace.. hah!
and also climbing of all that stairs from the first level to he eight coz of that dumb lift which simply cant lift so many ppl and get packed easily..
but most importantly, my frens luh.. so looooonnnng nvr meet them alr..!!!
that includes the TPDE peeps as well..
I missed all that practising and training for dance performances with them..
all that crazy and awesome times..
being to prepare last min for performances as well...
and time has pass by so fast that it has been one month plus
me being workin for RWS..
and also finding time to actually dance..
guess those who are already experienced in this would understand..

And welcome to those new peeps to TPDE aite!
Glad to have them in.
And of course to the existing batch..
Lets make them feel accepted into our community
so that we can enlarge our family happily!
LOL..

thats all for now..
Till then
=]

Firstly, Venos outing on Labour day was kool..
It was like finally a day off from RWS...
We went to the Glass House Fish & Co. to have our mass dinner..
The food was not bad.. although their 'Best Fish N' Chips in the City' tasted almost the same as the usual one, but i think this one is doper.. lol
Anyways, it has been so long since I met all of them.. Kind of making me miss the FOW/C times..
And it was darn pity I missed this year's one.. and I'm guessing that I wont be able to join the next one..
daaaarrrnnn.. but oh well...
ooo.. and we celebrated Kenneth (Fishy Ken) Bday! haha..
I gotta say Fish N' Co got a unique way of celebrating birthdays.. LOL!
And shy ppl are not encouraged to celebrate their birthdays there coz u have to be darn sporting!
Theres also another table who is celebrating birthday just next to us.. and they are from SP..
they were like trying to compete who is the loudest..
and well, I just had one thing to say.. NEVER compete with TP ppl man! haha..
Coz we are so darn enthu about all these things and loud.. such a wrong move for them to compete with us on such stuffs, knowing that we will be wining on these prospects.. =]
So, after that.. we went to get some beancurd at the Famous Beancurd stall and off to The Cathay to slack around..

And anyways, sorry to the Nexo peeps coz I dont know the date for the night cycling.. lol..
Its like, I know there is one.. but i dont know the date..
So, when Rai told me it was the day before our Venos outing I was darn shocked coz I'm kinda lookin forward to it.. but oh wells.. next time pehaps?

Ooo.. there was also TPDE auditions for both modern and hip-hop..
Modern was on the last wednesday.. and hip-hop was yesterday..
Firstly, modern auditions was not bad..
Noticed quite a number of people who can dance modern really well
even the guys, can see that they really enjoyed it..
I mean, who says guys can't dance modern rite?
Real guys are the one who is not afraid to try something new
and something that is out of their comfort zone and his norms,
at the same time,
Keeping aside and not forgetting of his own genre of dance
that he was first introduced to..
Theres nothing new if wad he can do is only one
coz then he's considered a coward,
not willing to step out of his box and venture on what his body can do..
Some might say dancing modern is too feminine..
I say thats just an excuse for not trying hard and not giving the opportunity for himself to try
Even Ryan can do it with such masculine flavour, swagger, feel and gesture..
so what's the problem with it anyways?
Certainly... this topic is subjective, i know..
But im just leaving this for thoughts to grow from them..

Anyways, modern overall was good.. And I kinda missed dancing it..
Its been awhile.. longer than awhile perhaps..

Moving on...
Hiphop Auditions were great too..
Honestly, this is the first time I danced since GEM 4..
like my body has been confined for like months without moving..
So, I'm freakin happy to be able to 'move' again... LOL..
The ppl who came were generally good, and pretty distinctive..
Ask me about it, coz I'm not gonna post it here..
Overall, I'm just happy with it, coz kinda see quite a number of versatile ppl..
ranging from bboy to modern dancers to popper who can do hip-hop with a bit of essence to it..
Definitely, TPDE peeps totally need to step up..

After the auditions.. came down to Scape for KO nite..
And congrats to Nicole, Raazmy, Andy and Joey for making thru the next round!
I'm happy for y'all.. and definitely the whole TPDE is..
To Ah Lee, Jean, Kevin, Martin, Keiths, Audrey and Jonas..
Don't be so sad or anything.. y'all did a god job! seriously..
I think without you guys, the competition will not be so competitive as last time and y'all definitely make it difficult for the judges to deliberate..
Good job everyone aite.. !! =]
Now I feel like I wanna join it as well.. hah!
If not becuz of this SIP.. make me as though I'm like a serious working adult.. so irritating..
Neways, jiayou for the next round aite! =]

OOooo.. and i seriouly, got something to say and this is the last straw for me..
I hate cabbieeesssss!!!!!!!!
ok... lets just make that be the title of why I'm so pissed off yesterday..
He is like so dumb and smart at the same time..
Ok, it started when Suria, Nicole and I took a cab from TP to Scape..
wait, not even Scape.. to town to be exact...
We told the driver that we wanna go to Scape..
We even explained to him like as if we checked it out from the dictionary or sumthing..
We even gave him nearby landmarks for him to easily locate the building, that it would just leave me to think that only the DUMBEST stupidest taxi driver won't know where the hell this Scape thing is..
And it is so totally not our fault for being not street smart coz obviously we don't know all of these expressway road names, so we just told him took the fastest and quickest way coz we're kinda running late..
So, we assume he knows the way.. and Nicole even suggested another way which appears to be faster with no traffic lights, but at a longer distance..
So we're kinda kool with that..
(This is the part whereby we think that he's kinda dumb..
Wait till the next part whereby he's trying to be smart and that he succeeded to do so..)
It is when we think that the taxi ride is pretty long than usual when we used to cab down from TP to town..
To our shock, he went all the way to Bugis area.. even passed by O School to be exact..
And we were like WTH is with this cabbie..?
Then we actually realized he took the longer route out of the shorter route we told him to..
He even passed the ERP 2 TIMES!!
And this is the part where we think he's smart.. not really smart, but sly..
SUCH AN ASSHOLE..
He even missed the Scape luh.. and even wanna say that he thought it was next to the California Gym there.
so we ended up alighting at the back of Orchard Cineleisure, where we have to walk to the Scape building..
like WTF!.. that is totally against the objective of cabbing to Scape..
and guess wad.. we even paid him $26 for that f**king ride which we know we could pay him 10 bucks lesser..
I swear that I feel like cursing him up and down, left to right while in the cab when we know his motive..
Thnk god for his age, if not I'll be cursing those words as if I'm reading to him in a book!
Freaking irritating.. SERIOUSLY..
and wad more, when we reach there.. theres the freaking queue which started since 5.30pm when the door was supposed to open at 7pm..
It just made me wanna burst out to the fact that I'm hungry and tired as well, that I have to be patient with wads happening around me at that point of time..
It just made me loose the appetite..
So, that explains to most of the ppl why I skipped my meals..
Its just a way for me on how I can keep away from releasing my anger..
Its weird.. but it has been usual for me..

Well, wadever to wadever that happened..
As long as everyone's happy and that they got a place to go in and watch the event..
I'm just so grateful for my patience

So Sunday, figured it has to be a day off for me..
Coz I know next week will be another hell that I have to push through..
So, enjoy this whole day while I still can.. =]

Till then-